You'll always be my Whore
Cause you're the One the i Adore.


I'm pretty damn dead. I have marks all over my body.. bites and burns on my shoulders, the biggest black bruise i've ever had on a leg, one of my ankles aches incredibly too much and so does one of my wrists.. plus some random little marks and spots. WTF? I can't remember being beat up. Blah

Still i'm back home.
And happy.
I'll leave again in some days..

Someone to see Nine Inch Nails with me this week?

Smashing Pumpkins and NIN are two of my fave bands of all the times, i'm so happy lately since i've been listening to them over and over and over again.
I'm nostalgic for the past, but my life is going pretty fast.
That wasn't meant to rhyme D:

can't remember where i was while shooting this
or when it was
or what i was thinking about
but i like it =]


I'm leaving for Rome in about 9 hours. I'll be back friday!
Bye!

3 july at Ritual "fetish cruise" night.

Me and Robotica ^^

BONUS:

video taken by my sister Shyghar.

Robotica's secret for a healthy CYBER life: PINK MILK!!
He's amazing =D

I played a bit with my lj layout.
Mh.
I kind of like it.
Well, this yellow-ish color is pretty annoying actually. I'll fix it sometimes.

Someone knows what's the code to force images to get smaller when outside a cut?
I thought i had it somewhere, i think i lost it between all my html notes =/
What if i "p-align center" everything? Will that fix the way my tables look?


SUMMER STUFF

July 11 >> Alternative nation [ROME but i'll be stayin in Terni]
July 15 >> Motorhead concert [ROME]
July 22 >> Nine Inch Nails concert [ROME]

August 7 >> Torture garden [LONDON] -maybe

i miss him so much.

i know i posted this pics like 3 times already, i repeat myself..
but everytime i look at this i start crying.

what hurts me more is that we still love eachother. he'll always be the only one in the world for me.
i'd die for him.
we're just not made to be together.

who knows what will happen next.

a friend from my warcraft guild said someone thinks i have 2 boyfriends and a girlfriend too!
wow! i wish my life was so full of people, i wouldn't feel so lost right now.

[someone probably read my lj and thought i fuck around which is NOT true. they're just friends, wtf?? people amaze me sometimes, i had a great laugh ^^]

So i'm now single and i've been lately watching too much Sex and the City.

There are some new shoes around Ebay, let's give them a look:



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I'm now both unemployed and single.
Anything i worked so hard to create collapsed.

L'esatto momento in cui mi sono resa conto di essere totalmente fottuta:
eravamo G. M. ed io vicini vicini, abbracciati, sul letto.
I Rotterdam Terror Corps che suonavano fortissimo nell'aria e loro due - i miei cuccioli - che si sono piano piano addormentati su di me. Nel caldo asfissiante di Roma, nel casino di un letto sfatto, nel rumore assordante dei Rotterdam TC.

Erano due giorni che non mangiavo e non dormivo. Mi faceva male tutto.

Pur di guardarli e poterli accarezzare nel sonno, non mi sono addormentata con loro.

Ci si può "innamorare" così di due amici?
Non lo credevo possibile.



I know this music sucks. I like to have some nosense OONZ OONZ OONZ in my brain sometimes, helps me relax.

I'm officially unemployed.

I guess i'll have a lot of free time this summer..
Concerts, parties, sex drogen und industrial.. HERE I COME!

[I'm trying to look at the bright side]

I watch as he opens the door for her, and as she passes through it, put his hand in the small of her back. His hand, I notice, looks powerful and protective. And it’s then that I realize that not only do I have to get her to notice me, with my hands that are too delicate to be powerful and too small to be protective, but I have to get her to notice me among all the men she already knows she could love.

I think about kissing girls. I think about kissing her. I should be thinking about something else.

I think about kissing her.
[by Katie West]

. . .

I could have written this myself.
The picture is EXACTLY the one i have in my mind.
She was there, with me. Almost naked, perfect. Beautiful.
A clean, simple, genuine kind of beautiful.

"can i try this on?"
And she wears one of my fetish collars..
Black and shiny, on her gorgeous skin.

A miracle.
I fell in love.

in the center Silvia, girl of my life..


my fucking sister, we rock


lovely Nomakk.. end of the night, we were incredibly tired


Paolo, another one of the guys i've fallen completely in love this weekend.

I can't stress enough about how incredible this weekend has been for me...
I've been lucky enough to hang out with the most amazing guys and girls ever.

To sum it up:

30 - 05: opening party @ Alien
Silvia danced with me the best "what you're waiting for" of my life.
And Prodigy won't ever sound the same without Paolo dancing on the tall cube with me =]

31 - 05: BDSM night @ Neo club
Intimate, sexy and incredibly kinky. No stompy music, lots of hot wax.
First time i tried a 4 people group kiss, i definitely enojed it ^_-

01 - 06: Full Scale TortureGarden night @ QVBE
The day the whole world went away <3

Grazie di cuore.
Grazie al fidato Nya per l'accampamento e il sushi, a Charliss e Zuul che si son fidati tanto di noi da farsi distruggere senza repliche, a Marco per l'antipatia e il kilt, al Nomakk per essere la zuccherino dolce che è, a Silvia perchè ho un'immagine nella mente che non se ne andrà mai, a Paolo Irbold perchè è sempre notevolissimo, al Paoletto danzante maestro di stile e coolness on the dancefloor, a Joseph per la sua immensa dolcezza e le caramelline, alla perversa Vale sempre pronta all'insulto e alla bestemmia, alla mia sorellona totalmente fuori di testa e tette Betty, a quel tipo mezzo nudo che è sempre un gran bello spettacolo, a Robotica e la sua frusta, a tutto lo staff Ritual e Torture garden per aver tirato su tutta questa baraonda, alla vodka, al latex, ai tacchi altissimi, ai vestiti corti, a ROMA CAPUT MUNDI sempre e comunque!

More pics [maybe] to come!
Full gallery on Facebook =]

I'll be attending TORTURE GARDEN tonight, tomorrow and [if i'll still be alive] the day after that.

1. Alien Club [PVC Lip Service and Honour] 2. Neo Club [Lolita Alice and the Pirates, MoiMemeMoitiè and Metamorphose] 2. QVBE [latex Ego Assassin]

If you see me please, stop me and tell me who you are. I want to drink too much, a lot of too much, incredible amounts of lots of too much.. so i won't prolly recognize anyone. Don't take it personally if i don't say hi ^^


Apart from that, how many first times you can have with something? It's strange..
I keep thinking about something and every time i do it i notice something else. Someone else. Little hints. Words not spoken.
I'm feeling used again. And i love it, i shouldn't.

Last year, these days, i had incredible ups and downs.
That pic in fact is almost exactly 1 year old.

Guess what, that did not change.
I'm starting to believe that is the month of May that hates me. It speaks of summer and high heels, provocative see trough clothes, extreme experiences. New boys, new toys.

This time, if i'll decide to take pics of myself completely drunk and naked [i clearly remember taking off all my sweaty latex clothes and feeling strangely pleased by myself - it never happens] i'll post them straight away instead of burying them in my "Day Sleeper" folder.

Considering my mood... stay tuned.

i got asleep in a church yesterday.

things have been strange lately D:

I have a lot of pictures i should have posted ages ago...


I'm linking them from facebook, i hope it will work ^^

( Pics this way! )

If anyone's interested on Facebook i am SERENA PERFETTO =]
Add me ^^

Stiamo tutti bene =]

A Pescara s'è sentita solo la scossa,
mia sorella, il suo ragazzo e gli amici che erano a L'Aquila sono riusciti a uscire velocemente dalle case e pare stiano tutti bene.
Grazie a chi s'è preoccupato, per fortuna non ce n'è bisogno =]

Un pensiero a chi non è stato tanto fortunato..

COMBI-FUCKING-CHRIST
They literally took the place down. I'm speechless =O

Great night, great company, great music!

More pics and videos to come later.. on Facebook i think ^^

So, i had to go to the usual Ritual event on friday..
I bought a brand spanking new latex dress, red and black. Lovely. Delicious.
While packing up my stuff for the trip i notice i cannot find my latex shiner. I call up my sister and guess what, she stole it and brought it to l'Aquila, where she lives, with some other bits and pieces from our collection.

Imagine now myself, here in Pescara, with NO fetish shops to go to.
I had to enter this nasty nasty sexy shop all packed up with porn dvds, giant fake dicks, blow up dolls and such and ask for a bottle of LUBE.
I ended up buying something that it's totally edible. Smells like ananas.

Ewww =S
I don't want to know what the old man working there thought. Honest.
I'm not a shy girl but that left me pretty embarassed =S

To top this, one of the latex seams on my dress broke while i was trying it off in Rome, i loved myself so much when that happened since i always have a spare dress with me to avoid ending up naked..
So the night went all well [excluding the fact i spent half of it trowing up because of alcohol] and now i have 100€ wirth of latex that needs glue. Sigh.

Thanks for all the imput on my previous [locked] post!
In the end i just spoke out what i was thinking and settled all up.
We had nice results even without pissing off Arael =]

Also i must remember not to wear anything white again.
Makes me look strange. And fat.